Wanting To Br Normal!!!

Ryleigh was tired of being home alone without being able to go out and do normal things. She wanted her husband to stop tip toeing around her but that is going to be hard since she jumped at everything. She just sat there sighing

Randy was home from work for a little while, but he would rather be at work, because it was hard to watch his loving wife, now that she was a scared mouse. She would not let him touch her at all, with out yelling, or jumping. It was not hard being able to touch the woman you love, because a bastard hurt her. Randy just wanted his old life back.

Riley looked around the guest room before getting up hearing Alanna as she walked out of the room she noticed that her husband was heading into Alanna's room. She walked over to the door way and watched him with her

Hearing Alanna's cries, Randy went to his baby girl's bed room, and picked his angel up and be game to rock her back and forth. It was one thing he hated about fatherhood, was seeing is little girl crying and not knowing right away how to sooth her over and make it better, just like his wife. He had no idea how to fix her or anything.

She watched him as he smoothed their daughter. Her hand clinged on the door watching him wanting him to be holding her, kissing her doing other things to her, but the fear that was there just wouldnt let her near him and she was more afraid of that. She just couldnt image what it would be like without him, but she would have to change for him not to leave her. She just didnt know how

Randy finally got Lana to stop crying and he placed her back to bed and turned around. He looked at Ryleigh, "hey honey." he said smiling at her and slowly walked over trying not to scare her at all. He knew being fast scared her and that was the last thing he wanted to do to her.

She looked him "Hi." she said softly watching him walk towards her. She was a little scared, but she didnt want to run away from him like she always did

Randy smiled at her staying there with him. "Hey honey. Hungry?" He asked getting next to her and gently touched her shoulder. He did not want to scare or hurt her at all. He wanted her trust again and her love. He needed it back, so he would win both of them back.

"Alittle." She replied trying not to shake. "How is Alanna?"

He watched her and sighed a little, "She is fine, just got a little too hot I think. She s fine now." He said looking at her. He wanted her to pull her close and hold her in his strong arms, but she was just to scared to let him, so there was no point in trying it. It would only push her farther away.

Ryleigh nodded looking into his blue eyes. She loved those blue eyes and now she just wanted to get back into his arms. "Will you come with me for a second." she said

Randy looked at Ryleigh and nodded looking at her, "Sure honey." he said and followed her out. he needed to know what was going on with her.

She walked into their room for the first time in months looking around before looking at him

He looked at her, waiting to see what she was planning next. He missed her so much aND wanted to touch her so badly.

She walked into their room and looked at him. She was scared but she wasnt going to let it stop her she slowly brought her hands up to his face and touched him slowly

Randy touched her hands"you don't have to baby. I love you, don't rush" he saI'd trying to be a supportive as he could

She looked at him "I need this Randy. I am so tired of living in fear. I want to have another baby and I want you." She said looking at him

Randy looked at her shocked. "Let's take it slow. I don't want you scared of me either. How about this, let's go out go dinner. I have a surprise anyways"

She looked at him and nodded slowly "what about Lana?"

"We will take her. I miss my baby girl" he said smiling as he went to the closet to get Ry something to wear

She nodded watching him. She was nervous but she wanted to do this with her husband and daughter.